gripe

Apparently failing at posting, and failing at production go hand in hand.

All I want to do is get my ass to the studio for and extended amount of time; is this too much to ask? I think not.
I'll crank up the tunes and bust out some of this build-up. I am very Fucking frustrated right now.

I can barely type...

[grumble]

Happy Accidents

I had a happy accident last night.

I'm not sure if I will pursue this type of painting in the future, or not. I took a pic... and probably won't post it, I don't know.

I'm looking forward to getting back to my studio tomorrow. Tonight I had some stuff to take care of.

Oh! And I have my website working again. HOORAY. Updated with a new pic of me while working.

THis LIst

I have this list. And it is ideas that randomly pop up in my brain.
 And there are a lot of thing on this list; But I've noticed, since I
have been doing my experiment, that I will add a lot more at a
time when I've had less booze.

So, that settles that.

So long drunken drunkard... hello semi-responsible/ good work ethic dude.

Somebody had a suspicion that it would turn out like this. That suspicious person was Art Self. He is the mastermind of creativity and hard-work-atude. He is the SOB that gets on my case when I slack. Like a rubber band; If I lax for too long, the rubber band pulls back and keeps pulling until I get my ass to work. Then POW!!! the rubber band releases all of these ideas at once. And I have to try to catch and decipher all ideas, and write/create them instantly. Or lose them forever.

"Oh I'll remember/ I do that tomorrow" That bastard is gone.

oh, and not that it matters, but my website will be down until probably next week. (lame)

All these delays

Sometimes, all I want to do is get work done on my paintings. And sometimes, the Olympics ruin my plans.
Also, I will be conducting an experiment.

When I drink, I think I have less creative ambition. I will be conducting an experiment over the next few months. I want to try and limit myself to one drink or less... and see if I get to my studio more.

I need more time in my studio, since soccer has started and I will be busy 2 nights a week. Granted, these aren't long times of busy, but I wonder how much it will impact my productivity--like the Olympics sure did. It was the "Costas Effect: When a hairpiece looks so bad, it takes away desire for beauty."

And this weekend. I wanted to paint, but felt ill, so I had to delay my studio time until tonight. I neeeeeeeed to get to work tonight. I'm looking forward to getting my studies on my canvas.